The cry for happiness is what I heard last week as a man sat in the front seat of my car. I sat and listened to him share all the ways he had tried to find it and each time he ended up further away from his desired destination of happiness. The thirty minutes of sex was a fix and would not last. The new cars and the nice house or new project on the house would all fade as soon as the newness wore off. Money would not do it either because he had plenty of it. But he was still missing it…. God’s love.
What was so crazy is this man believed in God and would pray to God. He shared with me how God has answered his desperate prayer more than once. He said, “I have hit bottom and realize I can’t help myself anymore. I need God. Everything in my life has always been about me and my ego and I have hurt a lot people because of only thinking of me and the person that I have damaged the most is me.”
His last point to me was, “Tell people this life doesn’t work, it only creates more misery. What you have is what I want. When I see you and your wife together I can tell you love her and she loves you. When you are with your children I can tell you like being a parent. That smile that is on your face; I want that.”
I never knew this guy was watching my life so closely. I really thought he could care less. Here’s the take away. Someone is watching your life and desires what you have. You’re probably thinking they could care less about you and God. However, the entire time God is at work in ways you can’t see. So never stop being the light for those in darkness.
Matthew 5:16 (KJV) Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.